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Occasional Impressions Prayer Collections Stations of the Cross 5. Jesus judged by Pilate Pilate’s Judgement This is the worst part of my job - sending someone to execution I knew that’s what they were after as soon as they brought him here I’d heard of him, of course Rumours of miracles and healings, probably exaggerated in the telling Water into wine, feeding thousands, raising from the dead These prophets or whatever are always turning up So what’s so different about this one? He didn’t look at all threatening - quite the opposite Yet he’d got them so rattled they had to seize him by night Try him in a hurry If you can call it a trial with witnesses contradicting each other I was interested to talk to him, but didn’t get much out of him Gather Herod had the same problem So what was I to do with him? Obviously the Jewish leaders felt he was a threat to their authority I can sympathise with that feeling, which is why I couldn’t just overule them I did try my best My wife had put her oar in, claiming to have had a dream about him But how would that sound to my superiors? Quick route to demotion I had a better idea, use the tradition of pardoning an offender What could they do about that? Well they’d got that covered with the crowd geared up to ask for Barabbas I wouldn’t want to meet him in a dark alley But I had no choice Knowing that I wasn’t upholding justice, but anxious not to provoke the crowds I made a symbolic gesture and washed my hands of the matter It hasn’t made me feel better - I’m angry at being put in this position But what can I do? I’ve got my own back; put the inscription ‘King of the Jews’ on the cross. They don’t like it, but tough! Jill Holland 6. Jesus scourged and crowned with thorns The Scourging and the Crown of Thorns It’s often quite boring being a guard so Sometimes we try to liven things up a bit Take this Jesus fellow Apparently he’s got up the noses of the Pharisees, making claims of authority They don’t like that. They’re the big cheeses round here. Anyone less like a king or Messiah it would be difficult to imagine Still it gave us the idea for some entertainment He’d had the usual beating and hadn’t made much fuss It’s more fun when they scream and beg for mercy Not him though Someone found a purple cloak - a nice royal colour We put it on him and bowed down before him We were taking the mickey, but he didn’t seem to notice So we took matters a bit further. One of us suggested he needed a crown and some kind of sceptre Some thorny twigs were twisted together and a piece of reed put in his hand He didn’t resist The makeshift crown drew blood from his forehead We cried ‘Hail King of the Jews’ but got no response Maybe he was past it by then Anyway it didn’t seem that funny any more When I think about it now, it was barbaric - what we did It seemed OK at the time with my fellow guards egging each other on He endured in silence Quiet dignity is the phrase that comes to mind Maybe he was someone a bit special, he was certainly different Not your run of the mill criminal I’m not proud of taking part I hope he forgives me Jill Holland
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